March 2012
9 posts
I dont want to see you happy if it isn’t with me but I don’t ever want to be with you again. I just miss us. I miss the effort and commitment you put into our relationship and I miss you. I can’t stand to see you with her or her or her or whoever else you keep breaking my heart with. I hate that is has been a year and I’m not over it. If you never said you were still in...
February 2012
13 posts
“I have often heard it said that the thing you want appears when you least expect it, after you have totally given up hope. but, deep in my heart, I can sense that I have not really given up hope. which makes me wonder if my allowing hope to live is what is clogging up the plumbing. on the one hand, I think that maybe if I start to admit that ‘yes, I am in the Hole. I have finally...
“Being lonely … being alone … for many people … sucks. I get it, I get it, I get it. But still I have to say that yes, my belief is that being with somebody who makes you feel shitty or doesn’t honor the person you are is worse.”
Look, I really don’t want to wax philosophical, but I will say that if you’re alive, you got to flap your arms and legs, you got to jump around a lot, you got to make a lot of noise, because life is the very opposite of death. And therefore, as I see it, if you’re quiet, you’re not living. You’ve got to be noisy, or at least your thoughts should be noisy and colorful...
